I haven't been too active lately. Heck, my last journal was over a month ago! D:

Just wanted to say sorry about that. lol but school has been a bit overwhelming, I'm not doing too great right now. I seem to always be busy, yet never doing anything. *MAKES NO SENSE*

Also, I've been feeling down lately. idk why, I just feel 'out of the loop' or whatever the heck the phrase is. xD I'm going to graduate soon(if I can pull up my English grade Dx) and I'm not sure what to do. I just feel lost. My mom wants me to stay up in NorCal and go to community college, which is seriously LIKE 2 HOURS AWAY. And my oldest sister wants me to go back down to SoCal and live with her. The college there is only like 10 minutes away. I'd LOVE to do that, but I have a few doubts.

Like...I don't know for sure if I can bring my pets. I will not leave them at my moms, I do NOT trust her with them at all. We've already lost one of our kittens because she doesn't let them inside and now one of our cats has been missing since our neighbors 3 dogs came over and killed our rooster. ;o;

And there is also the issue of driving. I don't know why, but I have like a sever phobia of driving around other cars. I mean, I can go to school and back, but that's about my comfort zone. I seriously start having a panic attack or something. And the traffic in SoCal is BAJILLIONS times worst then the traffic in NorCal. So I know if I can't handle this there is no way I'll be able to handle that. ;o;

And idk...I'm just scared I guess. People say 'oh it's normal' but I look around at the other kids at my high school and they all seem so much more ahead then me. *le sigh*

ANYWHO...I did not expect to write this wall of text. o_o LOL If you read this, FORGIVE ME FOR WHINING. If you didn't, well...it's probably for the best.

And hopefully I'll get more art up soon, *looks at stacks of papers*

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